4.05.2016

練習打中文



嗯。鄰居擦槍走火,子彈從她家的廚房,穿過我的臥房,K1的房間,客廳,穿過小院的玻璃門,穿過小街,到對街鄰居的客廳。

對街鄰居回家時,踩到沙發旁地毯上的子彈。
他們是ㄧ對年輕夫妻,他們往外看去,試圖想找出這子彈是從那裡平空出現,躺在他們淡駝色的地毯上。

我回家時,所有的鄰居,很多警察,很多警車,隔壁在草坪上辦 garage sale 的中年情侶,全部看著我,用ㄧ種詭異悲傷又欣慰的眼神看著我。

嗯。我沒事,小孩沒事。

只是,沒事的話,可以不要,嗯,把上了子彈的槍放在餐桌上嗎。



回來看自己

It's hard to come back here.
I sort of read through the paragraphs and there are moments of this strangeness  between the those words that I wrote years ago, and the current version of me.

At first, I was trying to move all my stuff to my hard drive. Sadly, I don't know how and gave up right away.

Maybe it is better. That these mumbling words stay where they are now. 

Maybe I will come back. Maybe not. 

I'm not the same person anymore. 

I'm crumbling apart from inside out. 

I'm a total stranger.