9.29.2005

只愛陌生人

最近很喜歡跟陌生人說話,不管是在公園或是買咖啡,沒事就喜歡聊幾句,而原因是,和陌生人講話沒有包袱。不管是他或她,沒人真正在乎你說甚麼,你也不用害怕你說的事情會影響別人對你的看法,尤其像我超級自卑的人。
有一次和一個媽媽講了好久,還講到自己一人帶小孩的心情,可怕的in-laws造成我心中的陰影等等,連我自己都嚇了一跳,而我覺得女人真的很堅強,她二十七歲,兩個小孩,和小孩的爸爸繼續談著戀愛,沒有結婚。
像兩個很熟的朋友,彼此吐露自己的心事,然後天黑了,我們說再見,再回到自己圈起來的情緒裡。

9.23.2005

everyday drama

I was waiting for my soy latte at this Soyclub that Sandy recommends.
The guy at the counter was like doing everthing in the mean time.
The guy who just paid was waiting very unpatiently and he even demanded more avocado slices in his sandwich.
The girl who was in front of me was kind of flirting with the guy at the counter. She even left him like a two dollar tip. Too bad he didn't see it when he turned to make her coffee.

I was thinking maybe I should go to the place "grounded" that I spent my yesterday afternoon with. It was more low-key, and more not exclaiming " the organic life style equals soylatte equals vegertarian equals yoga or pliates..so on and so forth"

Those little place are all the same in certain ways, which sometimes I do like and sometimes I don't.

The price you are paying for the soy latte or green tea latte you're holding now, $4.28 dollars.

The price of sitting at the window at the corner of Greenwich Ave & Jane Street, watching people create their little act even when they are walking on the street, and blogging about all this...
priceless.

9.22.2005

我的三十一歲農曆生日

今天是越過三十歲的第一天
也沒甚麼特別的
先到樓下把衣服拿上來
收了一個亞樵的簡訊
早上起床在amazon.com檢視幫女兒買的秋裝
然後她自己起床抱著阿祥來找我
看見我時
很開心的笑
然後她吃起司和香蕉
喝了些牛奶
我摺衣服
她刷牙
然後換了衣服
我們出門到Farmer's market買牛奶
她等不及要喝她的巧克力牛奶
然後我們到chelsea market 吃 chelsea thai
不太好吃
但chelsea market很好玩
然後我們去上課

我在這間在Jane street 上的小咖啡店 "Grounded"寫我前天做的可疑的夢
這是我在今天兩點十六分前做的事

然後我要寫Synopisi給 nick
然後再過一個小時我要去接女兒

9.13.2005

The very first pseudo time

I really hope that this is the one that will keep me, at least for a while.
Sometimes I ask myself "do I really need to spit all I want to in my virtual existing blog"?
Maybe I do, 'cause we all deserve a break sometimes.
To say what we truly feel and don't need to be afraid.
In a way.

I guess this is the place I want to hang out more and more, maybe.

go go go